Aenne babbled on 2004-06-04 at 7:49 p.m.
Wow...life sux
so yeh it's been what....like 4 months since i last wrote here....wow.
Basically not fun stuffs have been happening for aenne....my somewhat ok relationship with becki and robert are gone....i wish to never see them again, and will laugh when they break up. I've dealt with so much shit from them....and frankly i gave up on it. If you want the details....i would be glad to relive them with you in person...really just belive me on this one...they are the worst people i have ever met (and that's putting it nicely)
Apart from them everything has been...well it's been. I'm hunting for a job. Suncoast should have called today but the mangar failed to tell me that it was his day off...so i find out tomorrow. I miss roy...the one true love of my live is miles away from me and happi in his own world.
I fear too much. I fail too much. i am not as smart as people think i am. People give me too much credit.
i swear i'm not just being depressed, i really think this way. people think i'm smart...i really am not. And i fear everything. i'm anxious and pathetic. I can't deal with reality...it's hard....but i blame no one except myself.
Bleh maybe i'll stop...maybe...i miss roy...roy makes me feel better about myself...but life always screws me up the ass when i'm happi.
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