Aenne babbled on 2004-06-12 at 1:47 a.m.
Lack of sleep
For some odd reason i can't sleep well at home....ever...maybe i'm stressed out or maybe i just wake up and havta pee to much...but i can never sleep that well in my own room and that sux monkey balls. I love my sleep and i don't like not getting any.
Lately i've been depressed. I miss Roy, it's raining, and i feel like i have no hope for the future.....
I havent really done much these past few days except read, try to get hired by of of the 20 places i applied too, and watch 10 hours of Sex and the City (in 2 days). That show is like crack.
Willy is graduating tomorrow....another sucess in willy's life where mine has proved a failure. Ok so i graduated but evertime willy suceeds in something...i always fail at something. It's hard being me...it really is. I wish i was someone else for at least a week...someone who is smart and cool...someone unlike me. Sure i have great friends....but they are all better than me. For once i wish i could be firends with someone who is just as smart as me....not 10 times smarter than me.
Where does the time go. At katrina's there is no time...but time passes quickly. Here it's the same grueling process....seconds to minutes and minutes to hours....and then hours to days. Days here are boring and dull and i'm done rambling now....
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